Thursday, April 11, 2013

The Fall

I've had many disappointing things happen to me during this gymnastics seasons so far; for example I hit my head on the vault table when I was doing a tsuck, when I didn't make It to nationals, and when I had a mental block and got afraid to do my double back tuck off the high-bar.  Though none of them compared to the time when I crashed and burned on my rings dismount before I was even able to compete to get a score.

I was at the 2013 Midwest twisters Harley invitational it was the second meet of the season and I wasn't able to focus very well (It was obvious that I was bouncing off the walls).  The first event that I went to was Still Rings, which is usually one of my stronger events.  On my first warm- up turn,  everything was fine up until my dismount, which was two back flips(It felt like I was a bird gliding through the air), I landed on my feet but, I had over rotated and rolled back.  The second turn that I took for warm-ups my coach wanted me just to do the double back again when I let go (It didn't feel or seem to be right and I was lost in the air I just didn't know which way was up or down).  I compensated for over rotating by opening up earlier but I guess that my early was way too early because when I opened up I landed on my head hard.  I would have been seriously injured if my coach hadn't helped me by giving me a boost so I didn't land on the top of my head.  One of the other competitor’s dads who was a doctor and a friend of my dad’s didn't know if I was going to get back up because he thought that I had broken my neck.

When I got back up, my coach asked me if I was okay.  I said that I was but he still had me go to the physical trainer that was on site.  They hadn't seen me fall but they saw how I had landed.  Because of the way that I landed they had to test me for a concussion I didn't have one but because I had hit my head really hard I still couldn't compete and had to be cleared by my doctor before I could do anything in the gym other than stretching and some of strength.

This was the most disappointing thing that has happened to me this season because I was not able to compete when I was excited to and it was only my second meet of the season.  Being excited is one thing but being overly excited to the point that I could possibly hurt myself is something that I want to avoid for the rest of the years that I do gymnastics.